Erika's World

Wow! You guys are insane! This is amazing! Thank you! I have gotten more and more readers lately. It's funny and exciting. Maybe I should be more careful about what I write. Hahaha. 'Cause, I mean sometimes I write about how I feel about like a certain person (aka a celebrity) and I get that it might sound hell of a twisted but to me it's completely normal. Normal and normal, I guess that's debatable but it what I feel and I can't help it. It's the fangirl feels and they just take over my sometimes. It's like the swoop me like a wave. No, like a tsumani. But they are huge, massive and take everything with within its course and I happen to been an object in its way. Therefore I am taken, uncontrollably and helplessly. It's out of my power. Nothing that I can do. Hahaha. I feel like have tried to explain these whole fangirl feels thingy alot of times. I don't know, a fangirl, that's who I am and I can't help it. So how have you all spent your...

Sometimes I wish that I lived back in Cali 'cause seriously I am so bored with my life here. Not bored I just feel like, I don't know, I just feel like life was more fun there. I often think That it's more fun being young in Cali but while I was there I missed Sweden and all the familiarity of everything that I know. I was more independent there. I mean I have other dreams apart from college. I don't know, but I just want to find myself a little bit more which I am desperately trying to do. I love being a fangirl 'cause you meet the most amazing people and get endless support whenever but I am starting to feel like I should chill a little bit on that. But it's hard and people don't understand, except other fangirls. If I explain it all to you you won't understand, you will say that it's not the same as the "real" thing. But that is the real thing. Though I haven't had any fangirl feels the last couple of weeks because as I said I am try...