Erika's World

Hi guys! I am sorry that I didn't post anything yesterday (I really don't count that Ari song as a post, you know what I mean). Gosh, it rained hell of a lot yesterday. Damn! But I stayed home and did homework. I even finished a homework that is due on Monday and handed it in today. Well, I only did that so that my teacher can count in that assignment towards my grade so that I might get over 95% and that means that I don't have to take the finals. Yeah! I really hope. Probably won't study much anyway because I don't really have time. I have to study lines and such. I was on my computer all day because I was doing homework. When I am on my computer I am always on facebook and twitter. I reply to celebrities all the time but how often do they reply, yeah not that often. Right, so I replied to Brandon Mychal Smith (he's in the DCOM's Starstruck and Let It Shine and was on Disney Channel's Sonny With a Chance  and So Random ). GUESS WHAT?! He replied bac...

Hi boys and girls! How ya doing? I'm all right. Just watching ANTM. What do you guys think of the new cycle, college edition. Yeah, I know, I should be on there. Hahaha, maybe I should apply to the Swedish version when I come home. Hahaha, maybe. Nah, I don't know. Do I even have model potential. I mean I know I am not ugly and I see people that I don't think have model potential, 'cause I think they're kind of ugly in a way but they're still models. So maybe I have a shot. Hahaha. Well, I believe that I (anyone for that matter and don't let nobody tell you different) can do anything I want as long as I am determined and give it my all. If you really want something you have to give it your all you can do anything, ANYTHING! That's I kind of why I don't want to come back to USA next semester. I am not feeling it. There is no passion, no chemistry, no energy, no spark. Nothing. No love. I mean, I don't know. I don't know what I thought that t...

It's one of those moments where I feel like letting my heart out out to you. I mean I don't know. I don't what to feel, what to think or what to do. I just, yeah, I just don't know anything. I know fact but that's not what we are talking about here. Totally different subject. I mean, you see, I never really wanted to to to the school I am going to. Okay there was a brief moment. I just applied to it because I felt like I didn't know what else to do if I'd stayed in Sweden this fall doing whatever. Before that, even when I was applying to all the different schools here in the U.S., I was uncertain if I wanted to continue to study. "Is that really what I want to do?" then came "If, you don't what then?" and also "Are you sure you can achieve everything you want with out it?". Plus, there was that feeling that I was compelled to go to school, by society and all that shit. 'Cause you know you are kind of looked down on if ...