Erika's World

Today is a joyous day! Today really is thanksgiving! So much to be happy and thankful for. Today JJ Hamblett from Union J became a dad to a beautiful 6 lb baby boy named Princeton J. Alexander. Today I got my copy of Midnight Memories in the mail. Plus, like this year I have done so many things that I never thought that I would never be able to do. I mean I have got the chance to be on TV. I mean, yeah just as an extra but you got to start somewhere. Look at those adorable little feet! So cute! When I was looking at my camera roll that I haven't posted any pictures from Sunday's episode of Partaj ! Sorry but I thought that I would do that now. Did anyone watch Partaj  last Sunday? Hahaha. Sorry about the pictures, I mean if you were expecting more than just selfless. I know, I know I take an incredible lot of selfies. Like, I mean this is true, I even have file on my computer called selfless. Hahaha! The last picture is taken inside the bus. We didn't shoot any scene...

That's it! Fuck it's cold! September 3rd and I am feeling like I am going to freeze to death! No joke! Fall weather is so fucking unpredictable! Like this morning it was pleasant, well it was not to cold anyway. This afternoon it was hot. Like it was to hot with pants, so I would have had said yes to a dress. Hahaha. Now, at around 11 PM I am freezing to death. OMG! it shouldn't be like this. NO! NO way! Like I am sitting here in my UCLA sweat pants and my 1D hoddie, plus I am wearing three pairs of socks. My feet are always cold so that's really not an excuse, but the problem is that I am cold. Freezing to death cold! Aaaaah! I almost can't take this anymore. I have been thinking weather I should go back to school or just whatever I should do. Like it's hard! I do and I don't but I also think that education is important. But it's like I don't want to go to school in Sweden because there aren't any fun schools, or I mean any schools that offer ...

Seriously though I could go to school in Cali next semester (spring 2014 that will say) just so that I could go to Las Vegas for my 21st birthday. I mean, just because of that one reason. It's not that I am loosing something from being in California for four months! I am gaining alot. Like an education! But it's also like what I talked about yesterday, you know, all that about if I really want to to go to school. 'Cause otherwise it's just a waste of money. I need to be really sure that that is what I want to do, you know. Hahaha. It will never be a waste of experience or anything like that. Actually it is not a waste of money too. 'Cause I feel like I am paying for so much more than an education, you know. Since I am not from America I am paying for more than an education. You know right. It is the experience of being there. I don't know what to say other than that. Have you guys watched my vlog from yesterday? In case you haven't watched it watch it here...

Do you know what today is? Exactly one year ago to the date I set off on a four month (and four days) long journey which involved college in the US. One year! Fuck! I mean it has been on year! One year ago (um, this post might be dated August 10th 2013, so just to clarify I moved to California August 9th 2012 - it probably will be dated the 10th since I usually blog around midnight) I moved to freaking California in the freaking United States of America! I mean it's so hard to imagine it even though it has happened! I mean I lived a life long dream of mine. There is no better feeling the living your dreams! Even though I had some rough times (and believe me I had) I am so thankful for the opportunity because otherwise I would just be sitting here and thinking "Why?", "What if?" etc. You know? I am so thankful for everything. I have so many other dreams that I want to achieve! I just have to be more driven. I know, or I mean what's stopping me from my other...

OMG! FRIDAY! YEAH! Hahaha, I am so happy. Finally weekend. You know what I quit school today while the sun was shining. Yeah! For the last few months I have quit school when it was dark outside or when the sun was going down. I got to go home at 1:45 PM today. Amazing right?! I love my new scheduele, especially Fridays. Tomorrow I'm going to another education fair in Stockholm. Not at Berns, at some night club on Kungsgatan called, well I din't remember what it's called but ut start with an A. Do you know the name? Maybe you're going to the same fair and maybe well see each other. Haha, doubt that. your writer, Erika

Today I went to an education fair at Berns Salonger in Stockholm. There were schools there from USA, Austrailia and the UK. Anyway ther was this representant from UCLA and look what he gave me. So cool! LOL, I'm a total UCLA geek. Tonight I am going to watch Abduction. I rented it because there is nothing good on TV tonight. I mean I can live without Melodifestivalen . Have you seen Abduction ? your writer, Erika