Erika's World

Home again after my usual Saturday activity. Sommarkrysset  of course! Yeah. The Wanted, duh!! I feel like a bad Directioner. Lika I am cheating on them. IDK but I had fun anyway. During the rehearsals I gave Max a blow kiss and he gave a blow kiss back to me. AKLSDJFN! Up close, I gotta say, Max George has the most beautiful eyes. They are really beautiful! You know what? During the performance, or I mean right before their performance (before the cameras were on them and it was their time to sing) Max winked at me! AJSHFKLH! Oooo, I got to hold Nathan's hand! ASJKFSN! I was like "I am never washing this hand again! My precious!" I was joking. The Brand New Heavies were there too and Simon and Andrew looked at me a lot. Ok, maybe 'cause I looked at them a lot (I stood really near the stage, aka close to them). Simon posed for me when I was taking a picture. He was like "Oh, she's taking a picture." It was so much fun. Andrew kissed my hand! After their ...

I get so weirded up when I have no school and work to worry about. I am like it's Friday but no it's only Thursday. Soon it's Friday in less than an hour. I need a focus or something. LOL. I know what I want but that seems impossible. Like what am I even thinking but I am going to try to do my best and go for it. I have not direct plan for it just go for it! YOLO, life is to short to make plans! Live in the moment. Plus right now it's summer time! Hahaha. Sometimes I just say stuff without really explaining what I am talking about. I mean sometimes I don't want people to know the underlining story, maybe the whole thing is too complicated or it is just gone too long for me to actually say what it really is. Sometimes I feel like should start Have It Hollywood again. I mean you know it got kind of successful but at the end, well why I stopped blogging was because when I moved to SB the hostel I stayed at had a crappy wi-fi and then I just didn't have time/ didn...

Oooops! A little late update! Okay maybe not late but later than usual or whatever who cares right? A post is a post right. LOL. OMG (something I freaked out about briefly forgot but now remembers) there is probably going to open another Starbucks in Stockholm. Not a the airport, you know Arlanda, but inside the city! Freaking oh my gosh! How do I know this? I saw a wanted ad for a job there. LOL. I applied, like YOLO why not right? Plus I need a job. LOL, cross your fingers! The weather in Stockholm has been beautiful today. Really nice! I went to the new (new, LOL the store opened in April - I think?) Sephora store in Stockholm. I needed a new facial wash and was like why not Sephora? I mean right, now that we finally have it in Sweden. The sales woman was really sweet. I mean I told her that I was really excited that Sephora finally has opened in Sweden and she said something like "Oh, thank you for visiting us." Sweet! your writer, Erika

Watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians is not good! I miss Cali. LOL, but when I am in Cali I miss Europe. Hmm. Maybe I should move to London. Australia? LOL, that's even further away. Whatevs! I am not going to school next semester. What I'll be doing I haven't quite figured out. YOLO. Work I guess but I mean other than that. No, I don't know. All know it's summer now and I am going to try to enjoy my time the best way I can. I am also going to try not to over think the little things that upsets me, which is alot easier said than done. 'Cause I tend to do that alot. Hmmm. I feel so free! I mean no school, like what the heck am I going to do. Have fun! I want to go the beach but the beach here is not the same as in Cali. Gosh I miss. It's a different way there. Things are just different. Hmm. Maybe someday (obviously) I'll go back there. I need to. I'll buy a house in Malibu, Venice, Santa Monica or something. I don't know. Maybe in The Hills...

YOLO! How are you all doing? Hahaha, I was looking at my selfies in my phone 'cause I want a new profile picture on facebook. Scrolling through the pictures I was like (selfishly) think "Damn I am cute". Sometimes I feel that about myself but other I am like staring at myself in the mirror and am like "Oh I want to capture this cute moment that I am having" so I get my phone. Then the picture is like just "Oh so you think that you are cute?! You should be a comedian 'cause that's some hilarious shit!". From one hundred to a zero in less then a second. Anyone else out there who can relate? I mean through I have moment when I think "Damn! I am beautiful!" I also have moments where I think "Why can't I look like the girls in the magazines. I want to be beautiful, like who am I kidding." I mean yes in general I got to say I am pretty content with myself but I guess that there always thing that  I want to change. Not about ...

Seriously! OMG! It is like my life is put on hold, I mean that I procrastinate more than usual because of the Swedish Belibers, Norske Beliebers and Swedish Directioner. Everyone is so freaking hilarious! Depressed? Join them all. Freaking hilarious! LOL. I mean, the Swedish Directioners wants to be shipped and are hating on The Wanted. Norske Beliebers are horny for Justin and the Swedish Beliebers are mad at norwegian (norske) Beliebers for joining "our" group. 'Cause some swedes don't understand norwegian and just think that it's annoying. LOL! I love them all. Freaking funny people! Fan family are the best! I have homework you need to stop posting so that I can concentrate. LOL. Tomorrow awaits, writing on my stupid essay. OMG! So bored! Don't want to write this shit! I don't have but I don't feel like failing. LOL, like that is avoidable! I have never cared so little. I am like what, whatever. YOLO. I am out. Peace. your writer, Erika