Erika's World

Yo! I made my very own almond paste for the first time today! It was really easy. I also made nutella but I have made that before. I am going to make a Christmas candy called "Mozart kulor" tomorrow so I just wanted to try to make my own almond paste just to see how easy it was and to learn how to do it. The most annoying thing was to peel off the peel on the almonds. I mean to took a few minutes. It was just boring. Oh my God you guys! Like I am so freaking bored right now! I mean seriously I could go to bed to just because I am bored. My boredom has led me to looking through pictures from Santa Barbara and Los Angeles. I don't now but for some reason I had a thing where I always took selfies of myself in the mirrors in the WC at the movies. For some reason the WC was always, well often anyway, empty so I just snapped some pictures. Hahaha. I am looking at all of my selfies from SB and IDK they are awesome, I mean hmmm I don't know how to say this in english (it so...

Hi hi. Yeah so I shot some scenes and sketches for Partaj . It was fun. It always fun shooting Partaj , oh yeah of course I took some pictures today but I'll post them on Sunday or whenever (saying whenever since I didn't post the pictures that I was going to post last weekend until yesterday. Oooops, sorry I didn't mean to. I swear, I promise. Hahaha, I mean it just happened since I didn't feel like writing. Seriously I don't know what to do tomorrow. Yeah, yeah I have a few appointments but other than that I have no clue. Like my mind is so under stimulated it is not even fun. I just need to do something that is me but that is a little difficult right now. Maybe difficult is not the right word to explain it but "not do-able" is a better way. OMG. I really don't know what more to say. So I am just going to end this post by wishing you all goodnight and hope that you sleep good tonight because, yeah, I am going to bed now. See ye, well talk you tom...

I just feel weird. Like, I want to run into a brick wall or something. That's how I feel often. I mean it's not going to solve anything. It's just for that one moment when I hot the wall everything is going to okay. I will feel at peace. Then the millisecond after, everything will be the same again. IDK. Basically life I guess. I am just bored. Mostly I am bored with just living here. Here, meaning Stockholm and Sweden. I don't know but I have seen it all and done it all. Even if I had more money, or a job it would still just be the same place. But I am not sure if I want to go back to America and go to school. I mean yes I'd like that. I think that education is very important and I encourage all of my friends to get a degree, I am just not sure that it's for me. You know what I mean? Last year when I went off to college in Santa Barbara I was excited because I have always wanted to go to school in the US but I also was like "What the fuck have I just don...

I am sorry that I haven't blogged for a few days. I am just exhausted out of boredom when I come home from school. No I am just bored from school, too bored to really do anything. Ah, I was such a better student in the US. Here, well I show up. Yes I do read what we are supposed to read but in the US I read more carefully because we always had a quiz the class. The teacher just wanted to make sure that we had read what we were supposed to read. The scores that we got on the test then counted towards our final grade in that class. So that motivated you more to actually do the reading. But just because I did the reading didn't mean that I got every single question right. We also had bonus questions that counted as an extra credit. So, yeah. I have a little break from school. Next time there is something on the schedule is next Thursday. Yeah, and that's the only class that I have next week. Huh?! Like so weird! I know right! Yeah, yeah whatever. Hahaha, I am so annoyed (abo...

I am so bored! Blagsch! I am researching for this paper that I have to write. It only has to be 600 words but the problem is that I don't have the course books yet. I ordered them earlier this week so hopefully I'll get them on Monday or Tuesday since the paper is due in Thursday. Gosh! So annoying, like I am so bored! I am researching because you don't have to have the books to write the paper you can either use the books or some other academic literature. Hmmm and I have neither at the moment. Bored is the word. I am kind of doing this gender analysis of Hitchcock's Psycho . So if you know any academic paper (preferably somewhere online) about Psycho  pretty pretty pretty please send it to me. Just post the link below. I will be so greatful for you help. Seriously why can't NE be free like wikipedia? Cheapstakes! Yeah, yeah. I think that I might go to the gym tomorrow. Just for the fun of it. No but I bought some gym clothes at Victoria's Secret when I lived...