Erika's World

Seriously though I could go to school in Cali next semester (spring 2014 that will say) just so that I could go to Las Vegas for my 21st birthday. I mean, just because of that one reason. It's not that I am loosing something from being in California for four months! I am gaining alot. Like an education! But it's also like what I talked about yesterday, you know, all that about if I really want to to go to school. 'Cause otherwise it's just a waste of money. I need to be really sure that that is what I want to do, you know. Hahaha. It will never be a waste of experience or anything like that. Actually it is not a waste of money too. 'Cause I feel like I am paying for so much more than an education, you know. Since I am not from America I am paying for more than an education. You know right. It is the experience of being there. I don't know what to say other than that. Have you guys watched my vlog from yesterday? In case you haven't watched it watch it here...

I am obesessed with Conor Maynard's performance at Radio 1's Big Weekend. Seriously that man is a genius! I just love seeing him perform live. It's through a screen but it's live. I wish that I could have been there at iTunes Festival in London last fall to watch him perform live. I had to manage that I was in Santa Barbara and watch the performance live on my computer. He was amazing. I loved iTunes Festival. Conor, Jessie J, One Direction. Hmm, I can't remember who else I watch? Yeah, JSL who Conor opened for but who opened 1D and Jessie J? I don't remember. Oh, I want to go back there. One day, one day. Hopefully soon. LOL. This is the last week of school for the semester! Hell yeah! Sweetees what are y'all doing this summer? Yeah, Imma call ya Sweetees, got a problem with that hmmm. Nah, I will call you that unit you come up with something better. Plus I think it's cute! So, my question - what's everyone doing this summer? Me, I don't an...

Hi guys! I am sorry that I didn't post anything yesterday (I really don't count that Ari song as a post, you know what I mean). Gosh, it rained hell of a lot yesterday. Damn! But I stayed home and did homework. I even finished a homework that is due on Monday and handed it in today. Well, I only did that so that my teacher can count in that assignment towards my grade so that I might get over 95% and that means that I don't have to take the finals. Yeah! I really hope. Probably won't study much anyway because I don't really have time. I have to study lines and such. I was on my computer all day because I was doing homework. When I am on my computer I am always on facebook and twitter. I reply to celebrities all the time but how often do they reply, yeah not that often. Right, so I replied to Brandon Mychal Smith (he's in the DCOM's Starstruck and Let It Shine and was on Disney Channel's Sonny With a Chance  and So Random ). GUESS WHAT?! He replied bac...

Hi boys and girls! How ya doing? I'm all right. Just watching ANTM. What do you guys think of the new cycle, college edition. Yeah, I know, I should be on there. Hahaha, maybe I should apply to the Swedish version when I come home. Hahaha, maybe. Nah, I don't know. Do I even have model potential. I mean I know I am not ugly and I see people that I don't think have model potential, 'cause I think they're kind of ugly in a way but they're still models. So maybe I have a shot. Hahaha. Well, I believe that I (anyone for that matter and don't let nobody tell you different) can do anything I want as long as I am determined and give it my all. If you really want something you have to give it your all you can do anything, ANYTHING! That's I kind of why I don't want to come back to USA next semester. I am not feeling it. There is no passion, no chemistry, no energy, no spark. Nothing. No love. I mean, I don't know. I don't know what I thought that t...

It's one of those moments where I feel like letting my heart out out to you. I mean I don't know. I don't what to feel, what to think or what to do. I just, yeah, I just don't know anything. I know fact but that's not what we are talking about here. Totally different subject. I mean, you see, I never really wanted to to to the school I am going to. Okay there was a brief moment. I just applied to it because I felt like I didn't know what else to do if I'd stayed in Sweden this fall doing whatever. Before that, even when I was applying to all the different schools here in the U.S., I was uncertain if I wanted to continue to study. "Is that really what I want to do?" then came "If, you don't what then?" and also "Are you sure you can achieve everything you want with out it?". Plus, there was that feeling that I was compelled to go to school, by society and all that shit. 'Cause you know you are kind of looked down on if ...

Yo, yo, yo! What's up dogs? Hahahaha. Gosh, I am watching this TV show about some British families. Unusual families. The show is called Big Families , and that's exactly what the show is about - families with lots and lots and lots of children. Gosh, there is one mom - who's a single mom, keep that in mind - with 14 children! 14, oh em gee, can you believe that!? She's raising 14 children all by herself! Well, not exactly by herself because on of her daughters takes lots of care of one of her younger sisters. She gives her a bath every night, puts her to bed and so on. The girl said the when she puts her little sister to bed the little sister gives her kisses and tells her that she loves her over and over. So the older sister kind of sees as her on child. Oh my god, that is the saddest thing ever! Close to it anyway. It should have to be like that! Just want to cry for the little girl. No, no, no! I get that you sometime have to help taking siblings, but not every nigh...

Here are the ten most play songs on my iPod: Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.) - Katy Perry California Gurl - Katy Perry ft Snoop Dogg Your Biggest Fan - Jonas Brothers ft China McClain Teenage Dream - Katy Perry All Day - Cody Simpson Firework - Katy Perry iYiYi - Cody Simpson ft Flo Rida Boyfriend - Big Time Rush See No More - Joe Jonas E.T. - Katy Perry your writer, Erika

I just wanted to share with you the current tracklist to the soundtrack of my life. 1. Dirty Little Secret - The All American Rejects 2. I Know You Know - Big Time Rush ft. Symphonie 3. Obsessed - Miley Cyrus 4. (There is a fourth song, I just can't remember it right now.) your writer, Erika

Here is a playlist of some great songs that I think you should listen to: David Archuleta - Crush http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6J1-eYBbspA&ob=av2el Big Time Rush - The City Is Ours http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qJ8j2FqtK8 Willow Smith - Whip My Hair http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymKLymvwD2U&ob=av2el your writer, Erika

Yes, even tough I love BTR I will NEVER forget BSB - Backstreet Boys XD your writer, Erika .p.s. I Just Want You To Know <3 and LOL Nick in the begining.. XD

You have no idé how much I love these four guys! They are my new obsession after Hannah Montana (since there is no more new HM episodes *tears* - ever) XD xoxo, Erika

Ok, it's Friday so I thought I should post some Friday night party music: Halfway There by Big Time Rush XD your writer, Erika

I just want to tip you guys about this awesome song by Rock Maffia, Big Big Bang. The music video stars my idol - the multi talented - Miley Cyrus and actor Kevin Zeger. LISTEN TO THE SONG NOOOOW! It's an order, LOL! DO IT! your writer, Erika

Home sweet home. Saturday.... Oh, today there is a new episode of Big Time Rush on Nickelodeon and Victorious premieres tonight. Finally! I love the theme song, Make It Shine. Victoria is great!            Tonight I am going to watch Kick-Ass for the first time. I know, I know it premiered like a hundred years ago. That's not really like me. I usually go and see movies as soon as they premiere. It's true. I love going to the movies. I am a member of SF Bio bioklubb. True story - LOL.            Oh, have you heard Ke$has new song yet. I wrote about it yesterday. I have some music tips. It's a band, no a group of nine girls - SNSD. You should listen to their songs Gee and Genie. Oh, Run Devil Run is also a good song. if you like pop music you won't be disappointed. I hope XD your writer, Erika

Have you ever seen Big Time Rush? I try to watch it. It's on now on Nickelodeon but it's also One Tree Hill on Kanal5. But those guys in Big Time Rush are CUTE (I have not decided if they're hot yet, I am on the fence). Damn, can't it be commercial yet on kanal5?           I started thinking that I used to like the Backstreet Boys when I was younger and that Nick Carter was my favorite. So I was like "Nick was there a Nick in Backstreet? Yes there was!" - That got me thinking more, "Nick Carter, Nick Jonas is there a pattren here?", LOL!           Remember to read HIH !!!! xoxo, Erika

Tomorrow there's school again. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I haven't been to school for two weeks now and I don't feel like going back, but there's only two weeks until fall break. Two weeks, I can handle that. The reason I haven't been to school is that I have had prao. It's been fun. Maybe not fun but ok. It's fun to do something else for a change. I finally know what I am going to buy Alex for christmas (Alex is almost like my little brother, he's my moms friends son). Pirate tattoos, fake ones of course. I can write what I am buying for all the kids because they can't read or at least not in english. So that will make him really happy. he's always wearing fake tattoos and he has a pirate room. Before I end this post I have a question for everybody that reads this blog: Who the hell is the cute guy next to Joe and Big Rob? your writer, Erika.

Yesterday I saw a picture of Miley Cyrus with a H&M bag in her hand and I just: "I got to go shopping". Which I did. First I bought a Mika's Big Girl (You are Beautiful) single and the I bought a valentines gift for my mom and a card. Then I was like what should i do now, should i stay or should I go home? Then I just no, I got to go to H&M first which I did. I bought a blue dress (it's a summer dress or something like that). A normal blue dress. It's really nice. I want a UCLA Bruins t-shirt and a hoddie. Ain't they nice? I relly like them! Well, I already have a UCLA hoddie and sweatpants (or whatever it's called) and a par of leggins. I totaly love UCLA clothes. I wish they could do jeans. That would be so cool. I would wear them all the time, if they were cool. This Monday (the one this week, 6 days ago) I heard Jesse McCartney's new song Leavin'! It's one of the best song he has ever made!! Totaly love it. I can't wait for the ...

Wow, alot of things has happened this week! Heath ledger has died, suicide who know or his sickness, I had my name day (24/1), I went to school yesterday and I finally bought Mika's CD (from the USA). Well I didn't order it from the US, but you can see on the CD that it's from the US. It's so F***ING great. I totally love it. Over My Shoulder is so great. Oh, the way he sings that song! So lovely, I just love his voice and all the noises he makes. Soon I am going to buy the DVD and the Big Girls single. Did you know that he has written all the songs on the CD. WOW!! Amazing!! It's kind of sad that Heath Ledger has died. I mean he has a daughter, Matilda. Poor girl, never gonna get to know her dad. Well, she can see all his movies and she that he was a really really good actor. I love his movie Ten Thing I Hate About You. It's real funny. I saw Enchanted this Thursday (24/1). The same day as my name day. A little "present" from my mom and yeah, I saw it...