Erika's World

I can't describe yesterday as anything less than magical! True pure magic! I had so much fun! I mean this thing that I keep saying to myself "When you act the world reacts" is true. Fucking damn true! These past few months I have had so much fun and done things I have never done before. Just have fun, be yourself and do what you want to do and I promise you that things will happen! Oh, BTW did have you seen the pictures and the videos that I posted earlier? If you want to check them out. LOL, you don't have to I am not making you do it. LOL. (LOL, why I write LOL all the time? I mean LOL has lost it's meaning! I mean I don't actually laugh out loud when I type. I mean it basically means that I blow air out of my nose a little bit harder than usual, if you know what I mean.) I took a lot of pictures yesterday but most of the pictures of Anton and Robin and Kenny (his two background dancers) are a bit blurry since they danced around alot. I took a few videos t...

You follow me on instagram right?!?! So you already know what happened tonight. Yeah, of course you follow me. I don't need to tell you guys about that! I mean what's the point since you already know. I can just brush my teeth and go to bed then? LOL. It was seriously one of the best nights of my life! No! The best night of my life! No, best day of my life! I had. so much fun today. I mean I can't even, I mean I can barely function. It's all so much and I am just so happy right now! I met Anton Ewald - aka the finest of them all - again today (4th time but who is counting). I am seriously filled with joy to the moon and back! Thank you Anton for everything and coming into my life! I took the sweetest picture with him, I mean it's a little blurry with it's still very sweet! I love it! I got to hug him. That was seriously better than the hug and all the cd signings that I have been to. I mean 'cause has been all I ever wanted since I first met him back in Marc...

Today has been a day. Quite a day, but the fuck cares. I have to much going for me anyway. Like tomorrow I am going meet Linda and Jessica and we are, well I am and they are going to advice me on something I have never done before. I have never done this before and I am totally insecure about this whole thing but everyone is telling me to go for it. I have never put so much thought into a thing like this before. Never! God, what is wrong with? Mhmmm, but everyone is telling to just do it and Jessica says it's very sweet of me. I don't know. At least I have good friends who's helping me and telling me I am not a crazy person. 'Cause seriously I need that! I have never cared this much about something like this before and I seriously hope that I am not coming off as obsessed or something. I don't know what I am hoping by this. I want to believe that I am special but I am just one in the crowd of crowds. I am seriously no one and should probably stop! Ahhh, this is what...