Erika's World

Hi, hola, hello, hej. How are you doing? I am good, except (hahahaha) my earphones broke and I can't find any earphones that work. None in this little apartment works. OMG. It's so annoying. But I am going to buy this little thing tomorrow that might fix this problem. As if that wasn't enough the lightning cable is acting up again. OMG, seriously, that's one of this things that I have to buy like every other month. Okay maybe not that often but often, a few times a year. I remember this summer, I bought this lightning cable at Kjell och company and after two weeks it broke so I went back to the store and got a new one. That lightning cable also broke after two weeks and so I got a new one. Can you guess what? That mother loving cable broke after also broke after two weeks. By that point I had lost my patient so I just demanded my money back. Hmmm, I am not sure exactly what I did now that I think about it. Anyway, I know that I swore that I would only buy Apple products...

Hello! Hi. Yeah, I am here, tonight, again. Yup and you just keep on coming back. I got you wrapped around my little finger. Hahaha. IDK but thank you for reading my blog for whatever reason. Hopefully you read my blog because you actually like it and not just to check up on me to see if I am up to any funny business. I finally bought new winter shoes today! Yeah! I love them, I thin that they are totally gorgeous but my friends in SWD don't like them. I mean because last night I posted a picture of the boots and asked everyone if they thought that they were nice but everyone who commented on the picture said no. I kind of wanted to scream "FU no one cares about your opinion!" and "Who asked about your opinion!" but I couldn't do that since I actually asked them. Well yeah I could but it wouldn't have made sense. Hahaha. Anway I am in love with my shoes and that's whats matters since I am the one who will be wearing them. They fit will all my jacke...

It's kind of safe to say that I have been kind of, um yeah slightly obsessed with Hunter Hayes Wanted . I am slow I know, I mean sometimes I start to like things when it's starting to become over done. Then I am like "Hey this is pretty cool!" Yup. That's me, sometimes. Hahaha, but it's a really good song. Like I am not really that big of a country music fans so that's why I have never listened to it before but the other day he was on Ellen (it was an old episode from last fall) and he performed the song andI was like, I mean just like "Wow! Like I get it now, what everyone is talking about!" So blown away but that song. It's so beautiful. Really just, wow. Listen to it (of you already haven't) and you'll know what I am talking about. Hahaha. So I am sitting here tumblring for gifs, Niall Horan gifs to be specific because I need them for a Niall imagine that I am going to post in SWD. So many Niall feels coming, like I am not even n...

Anyone else? I mean anyone else besides me who is like almost dead right now?  I am so tired right. Well, I am not really tired right now. At like 7:30 PM earlier tonight I felt like going to bed. 1D Day really took all of my energy. No but it was fun! I really loved it. I mean (get ready for caps lock) I MEAN OH MY FREAKING MOTHER LOVING GOD I CAN'T GET OVER HOW FREAKING HOT LIAM LOOKED! I mean he is always hot, but I mean if there was a risk that my computer would have been moisture damaged, I would have licked the screen as soon as Liam appeared on the screen. Like I am dead serious over her! Oh my damn lord he is unbelievable. Like I can't handle this anymore, I am crying myself to sleep over his perfection. Hahaha. I loved it when Piers Morgan asked them questions from the fans and the question to Liam was something about why he was so sexy. Hahaha. I mean 'cause lord. My favorite parts from the live stream was probably the google hangout with the two girls who didn...

Hi guys! So this won't be something long and meaningful, not that what I post is long and meaningful. Well whatever, I am blogging now instead of later because I have a job interview later tonight, it's between 8 PM and 9:30 PM. To make it sound even weirder it's a group interview. Hahaha. I mean, I guess that it must sound weird. I mean a group interview for a job at 8 PM. I don't know what it sound like to you but if a friend told me this I would be like "What hell kind of job is this?! U Crazy?". Hahaha no. It's nothing weird, I assure you. You don't have to worry. Plus I have another job interview tomorrow morning. Thankfully it's at 10 AM so I don't have to get up that early since I'll be home late tonight. I am not really not like super excited for the job interview tonight but if I get it it will just be something to do while time passes by, until something better comes along. So has any of you purchased Alli Simpson's new sing...

So yeah weekend after a long day, afternoon/ evening. Whatever you like too call it. I shot some sense for Høllefjord High  today. It was fun and it fun that there were some familiar faces there too. I mean the people that have been in every Hølle sketch this season. OMG, I am such a dork. Now but it was just awkward (well, it felt so anyway from my perspective) when I say bye to the crew after the shoot today (okay so I am going to say this in swedish, you are free to use google translate but it probably won't make much sense). So yeah I thanked them for today and then I was like "God helg" (I was wishing them a good weekend, you don't say "god helg" it's "trevlig helg") so yeah then Kristin answered, "Trevlig helg" and I was like "a juste, trevlig helg" (a juste = oh yeah). It wasn't like an awkward situation just that, IDK, I just, I mean as soon as I said "god helg" I knew it wasn't right. Oh my God, my...

Yeah! Hi guys, how are you? Um, the yeah is because I thought of something to write. That was my instant thought so I decided to type it. I do that sometimes, type my thoughts that will be, it's more fun/ alive or whatever. it brings you closer to me. Right? I mean isn't it more personal that way? Hahaha, that's funny, I mean because this blog is just SO deep and personal that every single word I write brings you to tears. I don't know maybe it does, I can say that I am for sure not sitting here crying. I am just sitting here with an emotional less face most of the time, unless I get distracted and read something in SWD. 'Cause those people crack me up. Mohaha. Anyways, I picked up my shoes at the shoemaker today. Finally I can use them with out the heel on the left shoe wiggling. That was annoying. I mean I should have gone back with them to the store where I bough them from when I noticed that the shoe was broken, but I don't know, I just kept on procrastina...

So have you guys seen my pictures from Nickelodeondagen yet? LOL, I understand if you did feel like looking at them all because I posted so many but I took so many so I wanted to post alot of them just to show you all how much fun I had. LOL. I mean I had an awesome time even though I am 20 and you might consider (or I guess some people do) that some something like this is for kids. I mean I only went there for the actual show even though I was there at around 3 PM when the whole event thing started. Yeah, yeah! I mean I wanted to see what was going on. Vas happenin', you know. I love looking at picture from an event on my computer after I have transferred them. I mean 'cause when you really look at them, I mean sometimes you capture funny moments when that you didn't even notice during the live action. I don't know if you understand what I mean. I am like the worst explainer so, yeah. I captured some funny things but I decided not to post them here, but I have posted...

I feel to empty to actually blog tonight. I feel stupid about it because it is stupid and few people would really understand. I just want to cry, it's that bad. Twice tonight I felt that I just wanted to burst into tears. OMG, what is fucking wrong with me. It would be easier if I told you what this whole thing was about but I am not going to do that. I am just going sit here in my own misery and probably cry myself to sleep. Yup, I am that pathetic. No, I am actually worse, but that's another post for an other day. But seriously I just hate this feeling. I literally just want to bang my head against the wall. What will that help with? Basically just all of it. But IDK, then I'll have to keep banging my head against the wall for all eternity. Hahaha, now that feeling is gone 'cause I got distracted by something in SWD. Funny stuff. Hmm, I kind of feel like only the people in SWD would understand me, but though we are close to 2 000 people there are only a few people i...

I had fun today with Linda and Jessica, but I don't think that my feet agrees so much. I wore a new pair of heels and my feet have like these tiny blisters. You can't see them but you can feel them. LOL. You can see them if you like really look at my feet but not otherwise. Good, 'cause otherwise I'd probably look disgusting. It's not that bad. At least I think so. People tell me the truth here! LOL! Is it weird that I'll probably will fangirl about Isac Elliot at Nickelodeon dagen (The Nickelodeon Day)? I mean not in a 1D and Justin Bieber kind of fangirl way, that would be weird and kind of perverted (like SWD is a bunch of clean teens, LOL). But I mean like in a "OMG! OMG! OMFG! It's Isac Elliot! He is here on stage, in front of me! I am about to see him live!", you know in way kind of like that. I mean the dude is 12, he looks like a boy. I mean not like Liam "Greek God" Payne (mmmmmmmmm!). When Cody was 13, I thought he was hot but...

I got to meet Anton Ewald today. Three times. I mean counting today I have met him three times. He's so sweet! I didn't get a hug or picture with him. I don't care. There was this contest on facebook to ask Anton questions. So I asked a few questions and TWO of my questions were chosen! Freaking unbelievable! Seriously stuff is happening to me! I mean like my life is changing. Like I mean stuff that didn't use to happen to me before are suddenly happening. LOL. I guess when you act the universe reacts. Anyway, back to Anton. Yeah so I met Anton today! OMG, I love all being a part of several fandoms! Through SWD (it's a fan group for Swedish Directioners) I gotten to know so many nice people and today while I was walking from the train station in Södertälje to where the meet and greet was held this girl came up to me and asked me if I was going to the Anton Ewald signing. When I said yes she was like "Oh good! I recognize you from Swedish Directioners." Hah...

LOL, so I got a little bored earlier so I decided to see if I could find Anton Ewald's address. Guess what?! I did. Well, I found a guy with the same name as Anton, same birthday as him and lives in Stockholm, just like Anton so I am pretty sure it's him. I also found Robin Stjernberg, Eric Saade, Oscar Zia, Molly Sandén and a bunch of other Swedish celebrities. LOL. I kinda freaked out when I found Anton's address and fangirled about it in SWD so one girl messaged me that I shouldn't visit him. I won't maybe just hang out around where he lives. LOL. I told Linda that I found a bunch of Swedish celebrities addresses and she said jokingly that we should "bling ring" them. I repeat she was joking and we won't do that! We are nice girls and nice girls don't do that. I bought gröna kortet today so that I can go and see Ke$ha on Sunday and see The Wanted on Sommarkrysset. Hmm, a bunch of Directioners are saying that they will show up in 1D masks and t...

Happy first day of summer! How has your day been? Mine has been good! I went shopping! Yup, yes I did. I got a t-shirt at H&M. I saw it about a month ago and never bought (I loved it then too). Oh, yeah now I remember why I never bought it because it was like a few days before the 1D concert and I was like, thought to myself that I didn't want to buy it 'cause I want to be loaded at the 1D concert so that I could buy a bunch of merch. LOL, which I did. Okay not I a bunch 'cause as you probably know by now I am not a billionaire. Sorry if that shocked your illusion of me. But you know that I have to be honest. Anyway (enough with the fake crap) I bought a t-shirt, key change and a necklace. Anyway (again, keep getting of track), long story short, I didn't buy the t-shirt then 'cause I wanted to have money for the concert. Seriously I at go to five different H&M's to find the t-shirt in my size! I would have ordered it online but it was out of stock ther...

Hi guys! What's up? LOL. I posted a teaser video for my Mean Girls monologue in both the swedish and the norwegian Directioners group (I will post the full/ new version on Friday). People in both groups say that I am good but whether I sound american or not. The swedes think so but not the norwegians. Eh, who cares? I need to work on it I know but they all understand me and think that I am good at english! So yeah to that. I am not going to post the teaser on youtube, it's just for the people in SWD and ND. YOLO. So yeah I'll be posting the monologue on Friday on my youtube channel  onenineninethree  and will also be doing another Q&A video. So hit me with questions and I'll try to answer as many as possible. If you want me to do something, like a dare, tell me! Watch Jessie J's new music video WILD . your writer, Erika

You are OFFICALLY my Sweetees! Get it! You know because Bieber fans are called Beliebers you are my Sweetees, with two ee's (instead of "ie", still pronounced the same way) becasue my intitals are ee. Cool huh?! But as soon as I posted that in SWD everyone started commenting their fandom names and they were so cool. Not everyone has something associated with they names. Some names that people posted were Belles, Dreamers (not name associated, I like that one and kinda which I came up with it first but I want something name associated) and Zarrisarna. What do you think? Is Sweetees a good name for a fandom? Each fan would then be a Sweetee. LOL. These are the things I am wishfully thinking about. Wishfully. But since the fandom is called Sweetees, which has a sweetness to it kind of means I can't such a wild child. Hmm. Well, I am not so that is one thing that I can check off my list. LOL. There is a difference between being a wild child and having fun. Different typ...

OMG! Today has been a good day. LOL. You know that One Direction played in berlin tonight earlier today they were out having fun seeing some sights. Niall instagramed this picture of himself in front of the Berlin wall at the East Side Gallery. Since I've been there I new exactly that he where the picture had been taken. Plus seriously I didn't even know until then that they had a concert there tonight. LOL. Anyhow, since I've been there I just had to look at my pictures from the East Side Gallery and OMG, I had taken a picture at the same place as Niall. OMG! Fangirl moment! Total fangirl moment! Ahhhhhhh! I just wish the we were in the same picture. LOL. I think that it's really cool! Also some girls from the Swedish Directioner's linked these gifs in the group. They are all from the concert Wednesday night. your writer, Erika

I have finally uploaded the videos on youtube from the One Direction concert. It's only four video. i filmed the twitter questions (where they sang I Want It That Way  by the Backstreet Boys),   Moments , Little Things and Rock Me (or fuck me, LOL Swedish Dircetioners are a little crazy). At first I only wanted to film twitter questions and Little Things  (because it is such a beautiful song) but when they started sining Moments  I was like "I have to film this!!!!". Then I wanted to film Rock Me  if people would sing "fuck me" instead of "rock me" I just wanted to have that on video. LOL. You can't see the boys because I was in the back and I couln't zoom but the sound is great. You can hear them very clearly. Little Things Rock Me Listen clearly during the first verse because people are sining "Fuck Me" instead of "Rock Me". Moments Twitter questions At 0:16 they start to sing I Want It That Way  by the Back...